Today, Christmas Eve 2014, is a day I will most certainly never forget. Instead, it should be admired, respected, and always celebrated. The sensation is indescribable in its essence, but knowing I could be a father is, at least, paralyzing..
What do you say? How do you ensure comfort, love , and compassion to the person you just became completely committed to for the rest of your life?
Do you soul search, find the indescrepencies that have made the relationship rough? It's certainly a two-sided ordeal, I've found it's important to view the angle of all involved, regardless of self-interest.
For me, and the way I feel now, it's impossible to think the opportunity to bring a life into this world could surpass my tangibility. It feels so real, definite, and certainly very expected. The lack of desire for this day was never lacking.
There's no better word for what I feel now; content. Hopefully, I can share that sensation with the person I love most......